I’m on a vacation right now. I just got back from the place I was visiting and I saved two days just for myself relaxing at home. I played the newest resident evil game (Requiem it was awesome) and watched Marty Supreme (it’s pretty good), and an overwhelming dread fell over me that I didn’t know what else to do.
That was when my outlook dinged and my partner gave me a task. And I was disgusted to feel that I was eager to do it, for she gave me something to do. I worked for two hours and submitted my best work and now I’m back to relaxing, but I’m absolutely horrified at my yearning for some more work from her. I think I’ve just been alone for too long, and travel doesn’t really excite me because I always have to plan all the stuff on my own, but my office is always warm and clean, and everything is very familiar and structured, and I like my colleagues a lot and I even get compliments from my partners.