Just another venting post post - ignore.
4years of this job - and I really think I've hit my limit. I don't think I'm smart enough to keep up with the pace of the work and getting shitted for losing focus after 15 hours of non-stop work. I have hard time understanding what on earth people want with random one- liner email or partners calling me to do one thing, yelling me for doing it the wrong and only to come back a few hours later to tell me I was right and have me do things from scratch.
All of the fire drills have zero business reasons - it's purely disorganization (e.g. they dont loop me in on client conversation for two weeks and then have me produce and review 40 deliverables 3 BDs before the funding date) . Im working weekends because partners forgot to tell me a week before and they went on a vacation. All this while they dont feel remotely apologetic.
I just dont feel like I'm being treated like a human - more like some document processing software of almost where you input the prompts until you get it right at version 30 after 30 individual one-liner prompt.
I have thought about this but I think it's about time to quit this altogether.