Yeah - that’s it. I was told to look for other job options. The team is toxic and the people really are too, so I resigned a week later. Even on my notice period I messed up. It’s really messing with my head.
I’ve been honestly struggling both physically and mentally. Its caused fuck ups (not career ending or case-jeopardising) but its more than I could have ever imagined.
I graduated with great grades from a great school. I’ve always been organised. I seemed to have done everything right till I came here. I keep messing up simple things, put too much pressure on myself in the beginning and it really just destroyed my chances to work here for longer.
I don’t really know how to look ahead. I feel really disappointed in myself, at the same time I just don’t know how to look forward and tell myself everything will be alright.