Not volunteering for weekend work

Title. How bad does this look as a junior associate? I typically volunteer for the last minute weekend tasks (I’m a rising 2nd year so feel I am doing what is expected / required at my level), but I recently have been on the verge of a mental breakdown. Specifically, I have billed between 220-270 each month since may and have taken effectively no vacation time. This weekend I told myself I’d honor my plans and try to work as little as possible just to regain some sanity. But I completely ignored a message in a group on teams today asking for someone to help with a last minute weekend ask and now I feel like that reflects badly on me.

How do yall maintain your sanity I literally feel like I’m losing my mind bc i feel I am never doing enough

Author: MiserableRelative337